However this turns out with Wilson and the authorities House is going to blame himself. If House ends up in prison for shooting Wilson he'll be dead either through suicide or someone else in jail killing him and if Wilson dies he'll be dead shortly after since I really don't think he'll be able to live with himself knowing he killed Wilson. If Wilson had been the one to shoot House I also think the end would have been the same for him once he fully realized what he did. That would have happened since without House to take his anger out on it would eventually have worn out and then he would have to face his own actions. I really hope that he survives and finally comes to some sort of realization of what he has been doing.
House has really faced so much adversity in his life - everything from being raised by a father who used force and coercion to discipline and a mother who either ignored or agreed with his father's actions, to the infarction, to being viewed by almost everyone who knows him as someone completely unlikeable. I guess that I'm hoping that in some way there is a positive outcome for him. Even if he doesn't end in jail Wilson's death at his hands is going to make it impossible for him to forgive himself and I think that suicide is a very real risk for him. He's going to blame himself and assume that all the fault is his own in any case and even if Wilson lives that is going to be almost impossible to overcome.
Cuddy figuring out what was happening is great, she if anyone, should be able to let the authorities know what actually went on before Wilson was shot. I sure hope so anyway. House is going to need her very badly after this incident and she is really going to have her work cut out for her to convince House he isn't completely at fault here.
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Date: 2008-10-16 07:58 pm (UTC)House has really faced so much adversity in his life - everything from being raised by a father who used force and coercion to discipline and a mother who either ignored or agreed with his father's actions, to the infarction, to being viewed by almost everyone who knows him as someone completely unlikeable. I guess that I'm hoping that in some way there is a positive outcome for him. Even if he doesn't end in jail Wilson's death at his hands is going to make it impossible for him to forgive himself and I think that suicide is a very real risk for him. He's going to blame himself and assume that all the fault is his own in any case and even if Wilson lives that is going to be almost impossible to overcome.
Cuddy figuring out what was happening is great, she if anyone, should be able to let the authorities know what actually went on before Wilson was shot. I sure hope so anyway. House is going to need her very badly after this incident and she is really going to have her work cut out for her to convince House he isn't completely at fault here.