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Hi, guys :) Just completed the latest installment in this series. Hope you enjoy it, please let me know :)

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Title: Contract
Beta: [livejournal.com profile] misanthropicobs
Pairing: House/Wilson
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: dom/sub themes, mild sexuality
Summary: After the disaster of the first day of their arrangement, Wilson decides it's time to get some things in writing.


 

When Wilson awakened the next morning, he was disappointed, but not surprised, to find that House was already gone.

Again.

He sighed as he got out of bed, staring at the empty place on the nightstand where he had left two pills for House to take when he woke up. Before he fell asleep the night before, Wilson had felt more than a little guilty about the way things had gone that day, and had wanted to be sure that House didn’t spend any time in pain the following morning.

He hadn’t really intended to give House the means to make his escape the very first chance he got.

Wilson went to his closet and got dressed in morose silence, trying not to give in to the dark mood that threatened to overcome him. He was deeply frustrated and disappointed, though he wasn’t sure what he’d expected, after the mess he’d made of the day before.

And today looks like it’s going to be no better.

Wilson’s mood was grim when he arrived at the hospital and made his way to his office, fighting the impulse to go by House’s office first and see if he was there. Resolutely, he inserted his key in the door with a heavy sigh of resignation.

When he wants to talk to me… if he wants to talk to me… he’ll find me.

When the door fell open, however, Wilson froze, stunned by the unexpected sight that met his eyes.

House was kneeling on the floor, his back turned toward the door. The wastebasket from under Wilson’s desk was pulled out beside him, and he was tossing coffee-stained papers and ruined notepads into the garbage. As Wilson watched, he picked up a small stack of textbooks and turned to place them on the desk.

House went still when he saw Wilson standing in the doorway, returning his startled gaze for a long moment before he finally spoke.

“Well, hurry up and shut the door before someone else walks in and gets their mind blown by the fact that I’m actually doing something decent,” he demanded irritably, nodding toward the open door.

Still a little stunned by the surreal scene before him, Wilson turned and silently closed the door. When he turned back toward House, the older man had already gone back to cleaning up the mess he had made the day before. He gathered an armload of the scattered office supplies he had raked from Wilson’s desk, then tried to brace himself against the desk and get to his feet.

Of course, between the awkward load in his arms, and his injured leg, it was impossible.

All traces of his bad mood forgotten, Wilson made his way swiftly to House’s side, reaching down to catch his arms and steady him as he gently pulled him to his feet. House looked up at him as he rose, in a brief unguarded moment of vulnerability and uncertainty – and Wilson felt an overwhelming surge of warmth and affection for him.

Ignoring the office supplies in House’s arms, he pushed him firmly but gently back against the wall behind the desk, capturing his parted lips in a deep, intense kiss that spoke clearly of his fervent affection for House and approval for his actions. House tensed at first, troubled by his disadvantage due to his arms being occupied – but then, Wilson felt the taut muscles of House’s arms relax under his grip, as the older man began to return his kiss.

His desire stirred as much by House’s somewhat helpless position as by his response to the kiss, Wilson’s hands shifted slowly down House’s arms to his sides, stopping at the untucked hem of his shirt and sliding upward again, under the soft, rumpled fabric. A thrill of arousal shot through him when he felt House’s slight shudder at the skin-to-skin contact.

After a moment, however, House pulled his mouth away from Wilson’s with an effort – the only resistance he could offer at the moment. Wilson backed off a bit, his hands stilling on the warm, soft skin of House’s stomach as he gave him a slightly impatient, questioning look.

“What?”

Breathless, House took a moment to respond. “Thought we were going to keep this quiet at work,” he reminded Wilson with a pointed glance toward the door. “Don’t you think you should lock the door?”

Wilson let out an almost giddy, reckless laugh, leaning in to steal another brief, forceful kiss before pulling back to shake his head with a shrug. “Right now, House… I really don’t care if the entire population of the hospital is watching every second via hidden camera.”

House gave him an amused smirk, shrugging slightly. “Well, now that you mention it… there’s something I forgot to tell you…”

Wilson’s response to House’s somewhat awkward joke was nothing more than a soft smile. “I’m just so… proud of you right now, House. So… so glad that you chose to do this… on your own…”

“Yeah, yeah.” House rolled his eyes, clearly uncomfortable with the unfamiliar praise. “And now you’re making me regret it. Would you just shut up and…?”

Wilson cut off House’s protest with another kiss, his tongue pressing past House’s lips and smothering his words, changing them into a muffled, appreciative moan. Wilson’s right hand slid downward, fingertips running just under House’s waistband, while his other hand cupped the swelling bulge in the front of House’s jeans. House’s back arched slightly as he let out a low groan of desire against Wilson’s mouth, making a token effort to hold onto the items in his arms before suddenly giving up and letting them fall to the floor with a clatter as his hands came to rest on Wilson’s waist, drawing him closer.

Abruptly, Wilson pulled away, giving House a secretive smile before heading toward the door. House let out a wordless sound of protest, watching in bewildered frustration as Wilson slowly, deliberately locked the door and drew the blinds on the windows, then turned to face him again.

Understanding became mockery in House’s eyes as he sneered in a voice that trembled with mingled confusion and desire. “Oh, right. Now you care if someone walks in…”

“Yeah.” Wilson’s breath quickened as he approached House again, giving him a slow up-and-down look of unmasked hunger. “Because now…” He stopped in front of House, holding his gaze intently as he sank slowly to his knees in front of him. “… I’m about to do something to you that would cost us more than a little embarrassment. This could cost us our jobs.”

House stared down through wide, wondering eyes, as Wilson’s hands came to rest at his hips, gliding unhurriedly down his thighs before rising again to slowly, deliberately unfasten House’s jeans.

“Somehow,” House gasped, breathless again. “That just makes it hotter.”

And a moment later, he was beyond conscious thought, as the searing heat of Wilson’s mouth drew him into a world where there was only pleasurable sensation.

**************************

Once House recovered from Wilson’s considerably talented ministrations, Wilson helped him clean up the rest of the mess, and they proceeded with their day as usual. His patient successfully cured, House showed up in Wilson’s office ten minutes before the end of the day.

“Hungry?” he asked with a smile to which Wilson was completely unaccustomed.

Wilson returned it, feeling far more optimistic about his plan than he had felt at the beginning of the day. “Yeah.” He nodded, then hesitated before continuing, “But, um… after we eat… we need to sit down and talk.”

House rolled his eyes with a weary sigh. “Do we have to?” he whined. “You’re so much better at not talking.”

Missing the double entendre at first, thinking only of his multiple lectures toward House during the course of their friendship, Wilson raised a dubious eyebrow. “Really?”

With a knowing, lecherous grin, House confirmed, “Really.”

Finally catching House’s meaning, Wilson tried and failed to suppress a smug grin. After a moment he relented with a shrug. “Okay, yeah. I guess I am.” As House let out a low, dark chuckle at his words, Wilson’s smile faded into something more serious. “But seriously, House… we need to talk. I’ve… come up with a plan – a more specific plan – I think we should go over. It should keep things from… well, from getting so out of hand, like they did yesterday.” At House’s wary, apprehensive look, he hurried to add, “It’s not… carved in stone. It’s just an idea. Only if you agree to it. Okay?”

After a moment’s hesitation, House replied in an exasperated, put-upon voice. “Fine. Okay. But I’m not wearing a dog collar, and under no circumstances will I call you ‘Master’. That’s where I draw the line.”

“Only there?” Wilson glanced over his shoulder with a wicked wink as he led the way out of his office. “Oh, goody.”

House paused for a moment, watching Wilson walk ahead of him before finally following again, shaking his head dubiously.

“Okay, now you’re freaking me out.”

*******************************

“All right. So, I’ve printed this up into a… a contract of sorts. Anything you don’t like, we can scratch out and change, whatever. I don’t mind. We both have to like the finished product.” Wilson’s voice was higher than usual and a little shaky as he picked up the single-spaced page from the coffee table and prepared to read it. “I’ll just… go over it first, and we can talk about it, and then if you want, you can read through it yourself and make sure you approve. Okay?”

House just smirked at Wilson’s obvious nervousness, waving a vaguely imperious hand in a gesture for him to continue – and secretly congratulating himself on so successfully concealing his own apprehensions.

With a deep, shaky breath, Wilson began. “Okay. Rule number one…”

“Of course this thing is all about the rules. God forbid you give up any of your control,” House muttered with a mocking roll of his eyes.

Wilson looked up at him, dark eyes solemn and certain as he held his gaze. “These rules are for me,” he clarified quietly. “We’ll get to your rules in a minute.”

A bit taken aback by the realization that Wilson had willingly placed limitations on his own authority, House was silent, waiting curiously for Wilson to go on.

“Rule number one,” Wilson repeated, returning his eyes to the paper in his hands. “I am under no circumstances ever to cause you any permanent physical harm. I’m not allowed to ever strike out at you in anger, or force any violence on you that you don’t choose to accept. If physical punishment is necessary, it’s to be meted out calmly, reasonably, and with restraint.”

“So, you wanna tie me down and spank me, then…”

House…” Wilson’s tone was clearly meant to be stern, but rather came out shaky and pleading.

“Go on,” House sighed.

“Rule number two: Any decisions I make for you, any orders I give you, any discipline I mete out – it’s always to be in your best interest. The motive must always be to help you, not ever to cause you harm, not because it’s the most convenient thing for me, or just because I happen to be angry at the moment.”

Wilson glanced at House for a moment to confirm his acceptance of the fairly obvious, simple rule, before biting his lip nervously with a convulsive swallow. When he went on, his voice was weaker and noticeably trembling, and House listened closely with some apprehension, wondering what about the next rule had Wilson so unsettled.

“Rule number three is about… our… our sexual relationship,” Wilson explained, and House immediately understood, compounding Wilson’s embarrassment with a mocking leer, which Wilson did his best to ignore. “Despite the fact that you’re the submissive party in this relationship, I can never require you to do anything… anything sexual… with which you’re uncomfortable.”

House raised a single brow in an accusing look, though there was mocking amusement in his eyes. “So… you’re not allowed to rape me,” he concluded. “Do we really need a rule for that? That should go without saying, shouldn’t it? You’ve got a dirty mind, Wilson. You’re really getting off on this whole power kick thing, aren’t you?”

Defensive and embarrassed, Wilson immediately objected. “N-no, it’s not about that! I just… didn’t want there to be any questions. You’re supposed to submit yourself, so… so I didn’t want you to have to wonder about… how… far…” Wilson gave up, resting his head in his hands for a moment with a weary sigh. “… and… you’re just messing with me, aren’t you?”

“Of course,” House replied without hesitation, a self-satisfied smile on his lips.

Looking up again, Wilson gave House a severe, warning look as he continued. “Physical punishment…” He left a pointed pause after the words, before going on finally, “… will be reserved only for the worst offenses. Deception… physical violence against me or others… extreme, blatant disrespect… or, worst of all…” He met House’s eyes again, and there was a solemn concern in his dark gaze that drove the teasing smirk from House’s face and made him actually pay attention.

“… hurting yourself, or placing yourself in physical danger.” Wilson paused a moment, still holding House’s gaze as he added, “And… if physical discipline is in order… you will be the one to choose what… what implement is used.”

House swallowed hard, feeling a strange lump forming in his throat at the realization not only that Wilson was willing to give him that much control, but also that, to Wilson, the worst possible crime he could commit would be to cause himself harm.

“Okay,” Wilson continued softly, his quiet words echoing in the sudden stillness that seemed to have filled the room. “Now… on to your rules. Number one: assuming that I’m abiding by all of my rules… you must always submit to my orders…”

House let out a rude, scoffing sound – and Wilson immediately rose to his feet, heading toward the trash can and beginning to crumple the paper in his hand.

“Oh, for God’s sake, Wilson,” House objected in exasperation, “get back here! I’ve got to submit to you. That kind of goes without saying. It’s the point of the whole thing, isn’t it?”

Wilson slowly, warily sat back down, giving House a reproachful look. “This is serious, House,” he reminded him. “If you’re not going to take it seriously…”

“I am,” House relented with a sigh of defeat. “All right? I am.”

“In all your jackassery,” Wilson muttered, “I think you just missed something very important. You have an out on rule number one.” He met House’s eyes briefly as he repeated, “If I’m failing to hold up my end of the bargain, then you don’t have to obey my commands. Did you get that?”

Actually, House had missed it, in the midst of his defensive attempts at humorous deflection. He nodded slowly, taking it in with some surprise as Wilson continued.

“Rule number two: you must always be honest with me. You can’t be lying to me, or trying to sneak things by me. If you do, it completely defeats the purpose. Rule number three: no physical violence, against me or anyone else. That particular one would be considered a very serious infraction.”

“Oh, so it’s perfectly okay for you to get violent with me – excuse me, ‘with my consent’,” House interrupted sarcastically, “but I can’t do the same to you?”

Wilson’s expression was calm and solemn as he answered simply.

“No. You can’t.”

House was quiet for a moment, caught off guard by the simplicity of the answer. Finally he replied in a quiet, grudgingly subdued tone of voice.

“All right then. Just wanted to be clear on that.”

Wilson tried to suppress a slight smile – and then suddenly found the effort much easier when he read the last rule. His voice was solemn, gentle, as he went on. “Rule number four – you have to try your best to trust me. And… that will get easier with time, I promise. But… none of this is worth anything if you can’t trust me. You have to try to believe that I’m going to make the right choices for you. All right?”

The pleading in Wilson’s eyes caused House to grant him a slight nod, though he couldn’t quite bring himself to actually promise what Wilson was asking.

He honestly wasn’t sure it was even possible – but he would try.

Wilson mirrored his nod as he returned his eyes to the paper in front of him. “There’s… a clause at the bottom. It says, basically, that if either of us breaks the rules, the other has the right to null the contract and end the arrangement without consequence. That means…” He looked at House, his expression softening at the hesitant question he read in House’s eyes. “… that means… I’m not going to turn my back on you if you void the arrangement because I’ve broken the rules.”

House nodded slowly, his shoulders relaxing with relief at that news.

“Any changes or amendments to this contract would have to be agreed upon by both of us,” Wilson concluded, holding out the paper for House’s perusal. “Go ahead. Look it over. Tell me what you want changed.”

House studied the piece of paper in his hands for a few minutes, not looking at Wilson as he spoke in a quiet, questioning voice, “Any time either one of us wants to end this… we can.”

Wilson nodded. “Yeah. Of course… if there’s no official cause to end it, like my breaking the rules, or something like that…” He hesitated a moment before finishing. “… then, it could… change things, between us. I’ve already told you…”

“Yeah, yeah,” House cut him off softly, eyes still fastened onto the contract to disguise his emotional response to what Wilson had said. “I remember.”

As House finished reading, Wilson braced himself for House to verbally tear the contract to shreds – but, to his amazement, House simply shook his head, setting the paper back down on the coffee table between them.

“It’s fine,” he said softly. “Looks good.”

Barely daring to believe that House was actually agreeing so easily, Wilson tried to suppress his eager grin, as he picked up the pen from beside the paper and hurriedly signed his own name to the bottom with a trembling hand. When he was finished, he held out the pen to House, breathless with anticipation – still partially certain that House was going to change his mind at the last moment and refuse to sign.

To his immense relief and amazement, House simply took the pen from his hand, and signed his name in his familiar, illegible scrawl at the bottom of the page.

“There. It’s done,” he said softly as he set the pen down again and looked up at Wilson through piercing, deep blue eyes. “Don’t make me regret this."

TBC...


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Date: 2008-11-15 01:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] liahuk.livejournal.com
Now let the fun begin ;)

Date: 2008-11-15 01:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jackssilverwolf.livejournal.com
Oh please work out now. Hope hope hope. They both need this. Hooray for fast updates. Keep 'em up! ;o)

Date: 2008-11-15 02:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madwriter223.livejournal.com
Awesome
House cleaning had me smiling. His way of saying I'm sorry. ^__^
Love the whole contract thing. The thirst logical thing Wilson did so far. [thumbs up]

Date: 2008-11-15 02:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] californiaquail.livejournal.com
Yeah, this is a clever idea and all. I just find it hard to believe that House would even consider it or be willing to clean up Wilson's office, especially not after what happened the day before. He has no good reason to trust Wilson at this point. Just the very nature of the relationship is imbalanced, even with the list that Wilson made up. Wilson's "love" for House is conditional on him being able to keep up his end of the bargain. How is that different from House's abusive upbringing?

Date: 2008-11-15 03:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
i agree that it's absolutely unbalanced, and still not even close to an ideal situation.. that's somewhat of the point of the story at this particular point... but i disagree as to whether or not house would go along with it... i think at this point he's enough afraid of losing wilson that he'd at least try it... there's always the idea in the back of his mind, if he reaches the point where hanging onto wilson's friendship is no longer worth what wilson is asking him to give, he can always walk away... and until he *gets* to that point, he'll do what wilson's asking to save their friendship...

thanx, hon, glad you're still into/following this fic :)

*hugs*
DoS

Date: 2008-11-15 03:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
yeah, exactly, that was house's means of apology.. and wilson's made things somewhat better with the contract, although still not perfect :P thanx, love, glad you're enjoying the story :) *hugs*

Date: 2008-11-15 03:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
we'll see how it works out ;) thanx, love, glad you're enjoying this story :) *Hugs*

Date: 2008-11-15 03:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
hehe... yeaaaah, here's where things get interesting :P hehe

Date: 2008-11-15 03:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] californiaquail.livejournal.com
I guess my problem is with the fact that he shouldn't have to do what Wilson says and he has no reason to trust that Wilson has his best interests at heart. Wilson doesn't think his trust needs to be earned? Ego much?

I can see House maybe agreeing at some point, but not the morning after being denied pain meds all day long. I just can't picture him on his hands and knees, cleaning. He must be even more self-loathing and desperate for affection than even I thought.

I'm not sure I'd even want Wilson touching me in a sexual way after he yanked on my hair, made me take of my clothes and get on my knees and burned a lit cigarette out on my hand.

It just seems like you're writing this from the POV of Wilson, as though you are advocating and agreeing with his ideas. Are we gong to see House's point of view at some point?

Date: 2008-11-15 03:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
i agree that he shouldn't *have* to do these things, and that wilson has not necessarily done anything to earn his trust... but i *do* feel that house is that needy, and his sense of self-worth that low... i do think that he'd put up with an awful lot to keep wilson from walking away...

i'm not advocating wilson's actions, nor portraying him as an evil villain... because he's not... he's terribly misguided, terribly wrong at times, but he thinks he's doing the right thing, at least on some level... no, he doesn't think the cigarette thing was right, as he admitted to house already, but he does think that a consensual dom/sub situation like this *can* be right, as long as both sides are in agreement to it...

and unfortunately, yes, wilson's ego is enough to make him think that he knows better than house what is best for house... and that's actually canon, imho :P hehe

yes, we'll see house's pov at times throughout the story, too, though the greater portion of it is from wilson's pov

Date: 2008-11-15 03:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] californiaquail.livejournal.com
I never said he was an evil villain, I don't think. Did I? But even though he admitted the cigarette thing was wrong, he still expects to be granted the same trust. Yes, that sort of blindness is very Wilson. House's reaction just seems...I don't know, off. If I were him, I'd be angry about Wilson leaving him on Christmas eve and Wilson thinks he's the one who should be angry. Is Wilson going to be getting a clue at some point? It's great that he "cares" about House's life. But causing him further physical pain and emotional anguish isn't really a help.

I'm assuming -or just hoping- that it's going to become more apparent to Wilson just why this is such a very bad idea for House. If it's going to be more Wilson making House feel like a child, who needs to earn his love though obedience, then I find that rather disturbing, I guess. Is House going to stand up for himself at some point? Or should I just abandon that hope?

Date: 2008-11-15 03:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 2801rosie.livejournal.com
YAY \o/ I knew House would find it in himself to go to work early and clean up. This was nice update, no tears. though I'm sure you will throw me for a loop later.
Great Job.

Date: 2008-11-15 03:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
no, you didn't say he was an evil villain, i'm just saying, this story's not really judging anyone's behavior, just telling it, you know? :P

and yeah, throughout the story wilson will gradually see some of the ways he's going wrong, and house will struggle with whether or not this is all worth it...

the thing is, this series will basically just explore the whole power dynamic/struggle, from both sides... they will go back and forth, over and over, throughout the series... it's just basically a verse i can use to explore the dom/sub themes using these characters... :P

with that in mind, also remember that i'm approaching this from the standpoint that wilson has a natural tendency to want to dom, and house is a secret sub... therefore some of the things (like the kneeling and undressing, etc) that a lot of people would find degrading and objectionable, he might not, because he's kind of into that sort of thing :P

i'm not using that as an excuse for wilson's behavior, but just to explain a little bit of house's confusing motivations

Date: 2008-11-15 03:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
yeah, that was house's way of trying to make it right :) i enjoyed righting this chapter, i wanted it to be sweet and gentle and not so tear-inducing :P glad you liked it, hon :) *Hugs* thanx so much :)

Date: 2008-11-15 04:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] californiaquail.livejournal.com
Okay...well maybe it's just...Did I mention that I have spent A LOT of time in the BDSM scene, as both a dom and a sub? This doesn't translate like a healthy dom-sub relationship at all. The psychology behind it includes mutual respect, the safety of the sub being the dom's utmost concern.

This is more like 'you will do what I say you should, because I say so' and that is destined not to last very long, for any couple. Wilson still has no regard for House's pain or medication needs. He still thinks House is a junkie. It's so one sided, and real (or I should say successful) dom/sub relationships are not like that.

I do agree that House is a natural sub, but the only healthy sub relationship he might have would be with someone who was fully aware of what had created that dynamic in his personality (relationship with father) and had total respect for him and his fragility in that regard, meaning not crossing any pre-established boundaries (like hitting him with a belt or any other instrument that would evoke unpleasant memories).

I agree that Wilson is a natural dom, because he thinks he knows what's best for everyone else. But the problem is that he's wrong most of the time, and his good intentions usually end up turning out badly.

So far it seems to have been written from Wilson's POV, like we should sympathize with Wilson and his endeavor to tame the drug abusing, chain smoking House, who is cowering under Wilson's brutal authority. I thought that was fine at first, because this was dark Wilson, so you were implying from the beginning that it was OOC and a little far fetched.

I honestly didn't feel happy for Wilson when he found House cleaning up the office. I felt sick. I would have thought that's what the writer would want us to feel. But it seemed like, from you phrasing, that you viewed House's behavior as some sort of success. I guess I'm confused, because to me, that just means Wilson's manipulation is working.

Date: 2008-11-15 04:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
well, from wilson's pov in this fic it *is* a success... the reader can look at it objectively and draw their own conclusions, but wilson sees house cleaning up the mess he made, sees him trying in the only way he would to "apologize", and sees this as a good thing, and it inspires warmth and affection in him... when it's written from wilson' pov, that's why it's not obviously portrayed as the manipulation it is, because wilson doesn't see it that way.. wilson thinks that he's starting to have a measure of success....

wilson is doing a lot of things wrong, because neither of these two are expert in this at all... wilson's mistakes are feeding into house's past issues, and that's intentional for the story... neither of them really knows what they're doing...

i completely agree with your assessments of why they would fall into the respective dom and sub categories, and had actually thought about how complex and potentially unhealthy and ultimately intriguing such a dynamic might be between them and that's what i'm portraying here...

if it's a little disturbing in places, it's because it's meant to be... and if it's a little controversial as far as whether or not i'm taking sides with the characters, that's also intentional... meant to inspire exactly this type of discussion ;)

*hugs*

Date: 2008-11-15 04:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] californiaquail.livejournal.com
I guess I was excited to see a dom/sub fic in the fandom. I'm disappointed that it's going to be unfolding this way, though. Up until now, I'd been waiting for you to show some sign that you acknowledged the deviousness of Wilson's behavior. But you went the other way.

My assumption, from the first chapter of this, would have been that you were portraying Wilson as 'the bad guy' to some extent, or at least as far as his actions go. The fact that you want us to sympathize with him is sort of disturbing, especially considering the arc during which this is supposed to take place.

Nothing personal against you, but just with my own life experiences, I think reading a fic where Wilson's abusive behavior is condoned by the writer, regardless if it's just to inspire controversial discussion, is a little more than I can stomach.

If you were presenting it as being OOC or AU, like many other dark!Wilson fics (like Losing It) it would probably be different. Like I know that SwirlsofBlue doesn't condone Wilson's behavior in 24/7. It's clear by the way it's written, and therefore I can read it, knowing that the author recognizes that Wilson's actions are immoral. I think if that fic had been written from the perspective that Wilson's behavior was okay and we should feel sorry for him, for having to take care of House, then I most definitely would not have wanted to keep reading it.

This dynamic just confirms House's belief that everything is conditional, even his relationship with Wilson, and the only way he can have Wilson is if he does whatever Wilson wants. Only House will be punished if he screws up and Wilson answers to no one? Sure House can end it at any time, but that means losing Wilson too. Doesn't sound like love to me. Doesn't even sound like friendship.

Date: 2008-11-15 04:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
don't get me wrong (as you seem to have done :P hehe) i'm in no way condoning or agreeing with his behavior... i'm just portraying it in a way where his reasoning is clear... i'm attempting to *prevent* him being OOC, actually... i want to portray how House and Wilson in particular -- and in character -- might go down this path...

like i said before, i'm trying to as much as possible present the events of the story, and let the readers draw their own conclusions... i can understand why that might be not a good fic for you, given your personal history, and i understand if you don't care for it, but that's pretty much what i set out to do :P

and for the record, i completely agree that wilson's choices so far are only feeding into house's childhood issues in a bad way... though not intentionally... i'm not portraying any deviousness in wilson right now, because, honestly, i dont see him as being intentionally devious here... he's *wrong*, yes... but he genuinely believes that his motives/actions, etc, are justified...

again, sorry if you have to sit this one out, just want it to be clear about the purpose of the fic and the path it's likely to take :P

*hugs*

Date: 2008-11-15 04:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jennybliss.livejournal.com
This was a great update. I am so glad that Wilson thought of the contract. I think that it will help House trust him in the long run. The contract sounds well thought out. I look forward to what happens next. This could be good kinky fun.

Date: 2008-11-15 05:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
yes, kinky fun is indeed in store ;) hehe... along with a lot of angst and emotion along the way, hopefully :P glad you're enjoying it so far.. and yes, the contract will help house to trust wilson more :) *hugs*

Date: 2008-11-15 05:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] roberts-muse.livejournal.com
I just love this. I've enjoyed everything you've written thus far, but I think this is my favourite. I love to see the vulnerable House, since so many stories focus on the snarkiness and misenthropicness of his persona. Please keep with the fast updates.

Date: 2008-11-15 05:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jennybliss.livejournal.com
I look forward to the angst and emotion!! I just friended you. I hope that is OK. I don't have many friends in the House fandom, and am looking to make some.

Date: 2008-11-15 05:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
oh, that's totally fine, hon :D *hugs* i'm always glad to make a new friend as well *goes off to friend you back* hehe

Date: 2008-11-15 05:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
awww, thanx so much, hon, glad you've enjoyed my stories thus far, and this one in particular :) *hugs* your kind words mean so much... yes, i definitely prefer to focus on the vulnerable side of house that's so rarely seen :) *hugs*

Date: 2008-11-15 06:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] evila-elf.livejournal.com
Heeeeeeeee!!

Date: 2008-11-15 08:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chaoskir.livejournal.com
House is doing his best. That alone should show Wilson how serious he is about the whole thing and how much he need it. I do love that Wilson tryed to make the things clear and I hope they will both have their satisfaction while they are living in this arrangement.
I like your fic. Thanks for the great update.

Date: 2008-11-15 10:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] swirlsofblue.livejournal.com
This is really great, I love how you're keeping House so in character despite him having to be the submissive. At least Wilson seems to have gotten half a clue in this part, hopefully he'll go on to gain a full clue. Can't wait for the next part. :)

Date: 2008-11-15 10:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] menolly-au.livejournal.com
I thought it was sweet - House cleaning up the mess he made, and a change for either of them to take any responsibility or accountability for their actions towards the other. (Yeah Wilson was wrong for withholding House's pain medication but House was wrong for trashing his office like a two year old having a tantrum)

I wonder when Wilson got the chance to write out his 'contract' - is that what he does in that office of his all day when he is pretending to do paperwork:) A step in the right direction, getting some rules down. Wilson was adorably uncertain as he fumbled his way through it - I still think he has a rocky road ahead - House is not know for his ability to obey anyones orders ! The vicodin issue still needs to be sorted out too...

Date: 2008-11-15 10:48 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] ct
I friended you the other day because someone recced Losing It to me. I've only just started that story, but I have caught up on this series and I like it a lot so far. You do a twisted version of House and Wilson's relationship very well.

Date: 2008-11-15 11:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] miakiburia.livejournal.com
“Fine. Okay. But I’m not wearing a dog collar, and under no circumstances will I call you ‘Master’. That’s where I draw the line.”

Hahahaha!

Yep, great chapter, fascinating read. I'm looking forward to seeing where this goes. Thanks for your fast updates!

Date: 2008-11-15 04:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
thanx so much, hon :) so glad you liked the chapter :) *hugs* and yeaaaah, wilson's kinda got his hands full trying to dominate house, eh? ;) more soon, love :P

Date: 2008-11-15 04:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
thanx so much, hon, i have a really good time takin their existing relationship and exploring the darker edges of it :P hehe... glad you enjoy it :) thanx so much, you have no idea how much your kind words mean :) *Hugs*

Date: 2008-11-15 04:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
yeah, there's definitely wrong on both sides, and this will help them take some steps toward making things better between them... and yeah, wilson spent a good portion of his free time that day in drawing up this contract :P hard working, eh? ;) lol... and yeah, both of them have to get used to the idea of this arrangement and how it works, neither of them is an expert yet by any means :P hehe *hugs* thanx so much for your kind words, hon :)

Date: 2008-11-15 04:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
yeah, wilson's at least starting to handle things a little better... he's not completely "there" yet, but he's making progress :P thanx, hon, glad you enjoyed this entry, there will be more soon :) *Hugs*

Date: 2008-11-15 04:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
yeah, they're both trying, even if they don't really get it yet :P hehe.. thanx, love, glad you enjoyed this entry :) *Hugs*

Date: 2008-11-15 04:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
heheheheh... :P i take it you like? ;) hehe.. thanx, hon :) *Hugs*

Date: 2008-11-15 11:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morinen.livejournal.com
Thank you, it was amaizing again.

I like it that Wilson acts so uncertainly. I wouldn't belive in evil!Wilson, because I know he loves House and genuinely wants to do him good. But at the same time he is tired of House's feigned callousness, tired of caring about him when House seems not to care about himself or anyone else around him. We saw that very well in the beginning of season five. So Wilson might have wanted to come back on some additional conditions, might have wanted to try to change their relationsip for the sake of both of them.

Yes, House is in a bit of a disadvantage here, because he has to choose between obeyance and being left alone. But I kind of agree with Wilson here that it is for his own good. Like a real addict he cannot handle his drug problem on his own. And besides, he kind of gets off this dom/sub thing too, Wilson should just find the right approach to him (not threaten him with belt, not cut him off the pills for too long). I'm sure Wilson will eventually manage to find the right way.

Date: 2008-11-15 11:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
yeah, wilson's totally not intending to cause house any harm... he does love him, does want to help him... but thus far he's gone about it all wrong... we'll see if he can start to improve his efforts now :P hehe... thanx so much, hon :) *hugs* so glad you liked this one :)

Date: 2008-11-16 02:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cathepsut.livejournal.com
I can't believe that Wilson typed up a contract! That man is so anal... ;-)
And House the submissive part in the relationship, this is going to get interesting!
I hope there is going to be some elaboration on the belt-episode.....

Date: 2008-11-16 06:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
hehe.. yes, wilson is indeed anal, but the contract might be a good thing for them, a thing to establish a bit of trust... glad you enjoyed the update, hon, more soon :) *Hugs*

Date: 2008-11-16 09:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] myene-01.livejournal.com
Intresting sultion to the problem of the last chappie.

Date: 2008-11-16 09:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
thanx, love, glad you like how it turned out :) *Hugs*

Date: 2008-11-18 01:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lhoma320.livejournal.com
You did such an awesome job on this chapter. You really put a lot of thought into it. I loved the rules and both their reactions when Wilson read it. I can see House reacting the way he did. It was also nice to see that Wilson really does care.

I was also happy that Wilson found House in his office. That was a nice surprise. I really thought House had done another vanishing act. It was nice to see House does care and realize that Wilson is trying to help him. :D

I'm curious to see what happens next.

Date: 2008-11-18 09:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
thanx so much, love, glad you enjoyed the update... cleaning the office was the only way that house would dream of "apologizing" to wilson over this :P hehe... i'll have more up soon :)

*Hugs*
DoS

Date: 2009-01-21 01:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] moz17.livejournal.com
Oh, yum, can't wait to see what happens!!

And that scene in the office was effing HOT. x

Date: 2009-01-27 12:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamsofspike.livejournal.com
hehehe... glad you thought so, hon :) *hugs* thanx so much for all your kind comments, you have no idea how much it means to me :) hope you enjoy the rest as well :)

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