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Surrender -- dreamsofspike.livejournal.com/142366.html#cutid1
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Title: Deception
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Words: 3800
Pairing: House/Wilson
Rating: R
Warnings: dom/sub themes, minor violence, vague reference to abuse, explicit sexuality
Summary: Wilson just gave House the rules... and House immediately breaks them. How will Wilson deal with his disobedience?
House awakened the next morning, a bit disoriented at first as he found himself face to face with an unfamiliar beige wall, adorned with a generic still life painting of a vase of flowers. He allowed his eyes to adjust to the surroundings, memory gradually returning to him of where he was… and how he had gotten there.
He had been lying there for about ten minutes, staring at the wall, images from the night before playing over and over again in his mind, when he felt Wilson’s arm slide around his waist, heard a quiet, satisfied sigh behind him.
“Morning,”
Irritated – and even more irritated by the fact that he was predictably irritated by Wilson’s obvious attempt at irritation – House tried to toss Wilson’s arm off and rise from the bed. However,
“You’re not going anywhere,”
“Like hell I’m not,” House muttered, taking the words as a challenge and renewing his efforts to get up.
His escape attempt was instantly forgotten, however, when he felt the delicious, tantalizing sensation of
Almost against his will, House felt his body begin to respond to the slow, enticing attentions of
House drew in a sharp breath, anticipation overwhelming apprehension, as
“Now…”
House blinked, startled by the sudden change in tone, taking a moment to process what
Even when and how I got up had to be on his terms. He’s really taking this seriously.
He swallowed hard, a fluttering sensation of uneasiness in the pit of his stomach. He immediately tried to mask it with irritability.
“Asshole.”
“Yeah, yeah. Get up and get dressed. You’re going to work on time for once today.”
House was quiet and pensive as they got ready for their day, his mind going over the various implications of everything that had happened in the last few days. Since all he had to do to get ready was to throw on his clothes from the night before, while Wilson had an exhaustive morning regimen to complete before leaving, House was ready long before Wilson – which gave him plenty of time to think.
When he was finally ready, he walked briskly to the side of the bed, where House was slowly rising to his feet. Without hesitation,
“Ready?”
“For the last half hour. So tell me, does your morning routine include two layers of make-up or three? And what kind of straightening iron do you use on that gorgeous hair?”
“Shut up.”
“I was thinking…”
“Uh oh.”
“Shut up,” House echoed with a smirk. “I was thinking… if you’re serious about this whole ‘taking me in hand’ thing… don’t you think it’d work a little better if we were sharing the same living space?”
“Why don’t you go ahead and pack up your stuff, and check out when we leave?” House suggested, holding
“It’s not that your offer’s not… practical, and impressively generous, for you...” he began slowly. “It’s just… I’m sure you realize that you’d be able to get away with so much more, by keeping your place to yourself. Why would you make this offer, when you know it’s just going to limit your freedom to do as you please?”
House kept his own expression cautiously neutral, allowing a teasing smile to pass his lips as he gave a disarming shrug. “I don’t know,” he mused. “After last night… I’m beginning to think the benefits of such a living arrangement might outweigh the risks.”
What House didn’t share with
“See?” he remarked as he pulled away, turning toward the dresser to pack his things. “This is working already. You’re already committing random acts of generosity.”
The hotel staff were stunned when Dr. Wilson actually checked out, after his pathetically prolonged stay. House and Wilson loaded
When House reached to open his door in the hospital parking lot,
“A few ground rules to start with for today,” he explained in a quiet, serious voice that left no room for argument. “Since my primary concern at this point is getting your addiction under control, anytime you think you need a Vicodin… you’re to come to me and ask.”
House’s single raised brow was all he needed to express his opinion of that idea.
“Honors system, for today,”
House let out a rude snort of derision, rolling his eyes as he looked away. “Yeah, ‘cause you’re so scary…”
“I can be.”
House was silent, for once, at a loss for an appropriate response – or an inappropriate one, for that matter.
Wilson’s tone instantly shifted, became casual again, and he ticked off items on his fingers as he added, “You might also want to check with me before taking any action that you might reasonably expect to a) give Cuddy a heart attack, b) get you physically attacked by a patient or family member, or c) cost the hospital anywhere over $100,000 in settlement money.”
“Ninety-five grand, though,” House observed with a smirk. “That’d be acceptable.”
“Actually,”
House rolled his eyes again, heaving an exaggerated, put-upon sigh. “Fine. Okay.”
Of course, he had no actual intention of following
House didn’t have a patient that day, so not getting into trouble with Cuddy or bringing a lawsuit down on the hospital was fairly simple. Getting away with taking his Vicodin, however, was a slightly greater challenge.
It really just came down to good acting, and a little bit of forethought.
House made a trip down the hall to
House gave a token protest – because it wouldn’t have been believable if he’d just accepted
A couple of hours later, he went back again, deliberately making his limp a bit more pronounced, trying a little harder to convince Wilson to allow him to take a pill. This time,
At the end of the day, he was silently congratulating himself for his successful deception of his self-appointed conscience, when said conscience walked into his office.
“Ready to go?”
“Yeah,” House replied, shouldering his backpack and heading toward the office door.
Wilson stayed where he was, his hand shooting out to grasp House’s arm firmly as he tried to walk past him, pushing him back a few steps and meeting his eyes with a cool, even perception that made House’s stomach drop slightly. He knew, even before
He knows.
“Just… one thing, first.”
House swallowed hard, fighting back a sense of fear and uncertainty, reminding himself over and over that this was just
“Hey!” You can’t just…”
House’s words broke off abruptly when
House opened his mouth to respond, though he wasn’t sure whether he was going to offer an apology, an explanation, or an emphatic order for
“Don’t say anything. Don’t apologize. Don’t say a word until we get back to the apartment. Just start walking toward the car.”
There was a tense moment during which both wondered whether or not House would obey – and then, remarkably, he did. As
It was a pointless front, however; both men knew very well that he was just trying to conceal how afraid he really was.
When they reached House’s apartment,
“No,”
House’s breath quickened, and
“What makes you think I’ll…”
“If you’d rather not,”
“No.”
“Undressed… and on your knees… when I get back.”
The simple truth of the matter was…
He had never done this before, really, and wasn’t really sure how to go about it. He was amazed that House had gone along with everything so well, so far. He was not surprised that House had defied him when it came to his Vicodin; he was surprised, on the other hand, that House had chosen to stick around for the punishment. As he thought about how much his friendship had to mean to House, to be worth this sort of humiliation,
No… If this is going to work, you’re going to have to be firm… show him you mean it… You can’t back down, not now… not when things are going so well…
As he headed for the bedroom door, he steeled himself for whatever reaction House might have to his disciplinary method of choice. He expected House’s derision, his immediate refusal to go along with it… expected House to laugh in his face… half-expected him to get up and walk out on the pathetic joke that was Wilson as a dominant partner.
What he didn’t expect, what caught him completely off guard, was the abject terror in House’s wide eyes when he saw the belt hanging from
“You’ve got to learn that you can’t lie to me, House. You can’t completely disregard my orders. Not if this is going to work.”
“
“You brought this on yourself, House,”
“I… I know,” House whispered, staring at the belt again, and
“Stop talking.”
House was obediently silent, and
This isn’t like him. He should be squaring his shoulders and acting like this is nothing, no matter how scared he is. He shouldn’t be allowing himself to show so much weakness – he wouldn’t be – not if he could help it…
A vague, horrifying understanding began to form in Wilson’s mind, coupled with a quiet, protective rage, as he considered the possible explanations for why the thought of a simple spanking with an ordinary belt could bring a grown man to such a state.
None of those explanations were at all pleasant.
“
That was it.
“Damn it, House.”
He muttered the words under his breath in frustration and concerned affection as he dropped the belt to the floor, then dropped to his knees beside his friend, instinctively wrapping his arms around him, though he knew that under other circumstances House would have immediately refused the gesture.
As it was, House was tense, trembling, neither pulling away from nor responding to
“What the hell, House?”
House just shook his head, his eyes closed, his head lowered, swallowing hard in an attempt to control his own reaction.
“I know,” he answered in a low, trembling voice. “I know… it’s just…” After a moment’s silence, he shook his head, unable or unwilling to explain further.
“Okay,”
House nodded almost eagerly, his shoulders slumping slightly with relief.
Shaken by the troubling encounter, Wilson held him a few moments longer, though he wasn’t sure whether it was more for House’s benefit, or for his own. House, for his part, remained unresponsive, submitting to the embrace mostly because he felt he should, more than because of any actual comfort he was taking from it.
“But from now on,”
House hesitated, before nodding slowly, reluctantly. Wilson’s guilt intensified as he realized that House would probably have agreed to anything at that point, if he thought it would prevent the use of the belt; but he could see the sullen disapproval in House’s downcast eyes, knew that this particular decision would certainly be a source of contention between them later on.
He paused a moment, unsure if he should go on, before adding gently, “And… you will still be punished for this, later. You need to know that. Not with the belt, because… well, I just can’t see that ending well. But… somehow. I just… have to figure out exactly how.”
It would require more consideration than he could give it at the moment.
“For now,” he continued, rising carefully to his feet, and gently pulling a shaken, subdued House up with him, “let’s just have some dinner, relax, adjust…” He met House’s eyes in a solemn, firm gaze that left no doubt as to his sincerity as he concluded, “But you know we’re not through here, House. You still have a punishment coming for today. This is not over."
TBC...
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Date: 2008-11-09 04:15 am (UTC)